everyone should know I am in the middle of a mid life crisis by now. I've been handling it pretty well considering who I am and what life has given me so far. Today was a wierd one. I feel like I am being given all of these "signs". First off, was in chat room and Kag inspired me to go into the wayback music machine. I needed to hear some tunes that took me back in time. All I can say is that Frank Zappa took me on a musical journey today. He was just the begining.
All this time I am packing and sorting, constantly pondering why my relationship has come to this point.

The Cd I was playing has ended........
I put in the Dixie Chicks first album...fly...   good album...every single song I am relating too... 
wide open spaces... ready...
I hope one of you can relate to wear I am with this right now.
sooooooo
any fukn way....   the last song............
let him fly...
played...  caught me.... made me stop and listen
I went to turn it up....the player stopped and then started again on the song.  
when the song ended... i was going to flip thru and restart that song  but it went straight thru to 14. normally i would have to scroll thru.
wierd.  then at the end.... the  Song started again by itself.   Is this my sign?. Songs have always been there when i had no one. songs mark signifigant times and places.

I wonder....



let him fly....dixie chicks   1999...


it just makes me wonder....what song means what..or does it really?