got moved finally. now am surrounded by boxes and have made great progress unpacking.
so the fainting spell must have jarred my brain loose and got me going in some sort of way.
hoping that all is just a stress thing and not some super fukn serious vascular heart shit i have to worry about.
I swear I always think about stevie ray vaughn and sam kinnison.... they both got clean and got their shit together and then look what happened to them. wierd shit that goes thru my head i tell you what.
I might fly out to california this weekend and check it out that might be cool.... unless the plane crashes.
see what i mean.

love u bitches really i do. ~MOON~